yOu StAy !n mY mEm0r!eS

neo print

2009-11-29T22:36:00.008+08:00

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wif thalassa out for 6 hours shopping and she went to my home and stay till 11:30 ^^ haha... took alot of neo prints today ah!!! haha..my favourtie!!!!!!!!

MY FAVOURITE NEO PRINT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ballet performance 2009

2009-11-23T14:50:00.013+08:00

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friday, 20. 11.2009~ off flight, take ferry back to macau, then went to school and went to watch the football match.... that evening was quite cold ah... freezing already... then the match ended wif 0:2... =( , did there best already =))) well done guys!!!!

sat, 21.1.2009~ evening, went to meet Rita first, then we went together to Macau Cultural Centre, that nite they have the second last practice before they had their performance the next day... that day saw the principal, ms hong , sat the the auditorium to watch them practice.. saw some of the teachers... chat a bit lah.. haha... took some pics wif them that day.... after that 9:30 ended, then 10 o'clock we went to the food festival wif rita, mona and her dad... not that cold thou... haha.... then went home around 11:30 + haha... have i great day ah...

sun, 22.11.2009~ the big day!!! their performance was today!!! haha... 1 o'clock went to backstage of Macau Cultural Centre, then see them packing their things ready to leave and have a lunch and come back at 2 + to do their make ups... muahah~~ this year i no need to do make up lah.. haha.... 2008 nov. was the last time that i dance wif them on stage and do the make up thingy... kay, we took alot of pics yesterday... their performance where fantastic, and each of them improve alot!!! luv you all my dears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

post some photos taken ystd ya... haha... quite alot ah... 200+ ah... some of them wif frens havent sent to me yet lah... posting some photos here lah.. the rest in fb!! muahah~~~

me and rita, best frens forever ^^

me and rita, lovers forever^^

me and rita, sista forever

Si yu and me, new frens ^^

belinda and me, best best frens^^

rita, yuki, and me, family sista forever^^

mona sister, my little sista ^^

another look of my little mona

belinda so mature wif your pretty make up look!!! ^^

we are forever frens, hoho... love to dance wif you guys ah!!! ^^

Ms leong, the asisitance teacher, which always take care of me, and help me alot to improve in my ballet... thankyou ms leong, although now i can't dance wif all of you, but i really do hope that you guys and the teachers all could dance well and continue to achieve the future stars of ballet ^^

Ms loc!!!! see got two hearts in the photo, which means that i love you so much that i must give you double of my heart!!! When i was a kid, you taught our class, and always praise me tim!!! haha... always call me "cindy" hehe... anything lah, its just the same jeh... haha... i prefer that name rather then cintia, cus at least you've taught cindy instead of cintia ^^

Ms cheong, one of the best teachers!!! u taught me this few years, it was really great to have lesson wif you. you taught us alot of things, you'll always treat me the best than the others... Ms cheong always love me and so do I !!! Ms cheong jy on your ballet life!! I know you can do it!!! the future stars of HPW!! ^^

ms Karen, although you didn't teach me before, but you are the one who always dance the best!! hoho, i really admire you gah,,, you really dance very well and dance smoothly!! everytime have ballet lesson, i could always hear the music play by you and dance, just like you are part of my dance!! haha... ms karen, i hope that i could dance so well like u in the future!!!

the four stars in HPW ballet sku, fantanstic dancers always made me admire them so much, they are alwyas the greatest teacher that i've met!!! hoho... they never scold me before!!! they luv me too much lah... dun willing to scold me!!! and ya, i luv you all four!!!!!! best teachers and best dancers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope that i could join back my ballet life next year (only if i could manage wif the studies, piano, and the cca luh... ) =(((( hai.. next year so tough how am i going to continue wif dance, miss one year of dance already, the rest are all in greade seven, only me left behind at grade six T_T hai... HPW , great show on the 22.11.09!!!!!!!!!!!!
continue the good show and all the hard work and effort you all made in next year's performance!!!!! -

MGS interview

2009-11-19T20:36:00.009+08:00

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Few days before, received call from methodist girl sku that they're going to interview me today... yup, so this afternoon went to their sku. One fifteen like that reach there... ah... quite scared de ah... cus i saw one girl went into a room wif the vise principal to start the interview, then after wards, i saw the principal also went in... oh no lah... die lah, this was wat i was thinking that time, cus it was kinda scary to face the principal and the vp together... imagine leh... in YYSS i also never talk to the vp or principal, it will only happen if i have done sth wrong then will meet them but today wa... went into the room and talk wif them.... very scared ah.... they asked me questions... but first when i went into the room, must greet first ah =))
then started the conversation, they ask questions like er.... of course the principal started off wif the first question, "why did you wanna join this sku" then i say i wanna improve my english more, and also i like lots of the cca in the sku (but actually is not luh.... very hard to choose from hehe) then they asked me is it i wanna take pure physics and bio, then i say ya, but then they ask me if i could only choose one from pure physics and bio, then i say physics, because in the past two years, i didn't learn much or very little on bio, so if i choose bio instead of physics then i might not score well, but for physics, my maths is strong so that i could score well in my physics cus it has alot of calculations to do... lol... then they finally say i take pure physics and pure chem, cus the triple science class was full... then blah blah blah... ask about my piano thing then the cca thing... then also got ask about my family, got one question very weird they ask leh... they ask how my dad and mum get married since one is born in sg and one born in china =.= like that also can ask.. .then i say my dad went to macau to do business then met my mum luh.... lol... afterwards also interview my mum wif me together.... blah blah blah... about half an hour then finish lah... =)))
hai ya... next year must really work hard to catch up wif them ah... this two months must study and prepare ah... =(( hai....

flag making

2009-11-19T00:15:00.017+08:00

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lol... post back sth lah me.. haha... i'm back lah=))

ok, today morning about ten went to tampines to make the flag for our st john camp in december, erm. it was quite fast finish lah... actually we around o'clock then ended, but then we waited for our other frens then we go tampines mall lah... okay hang around until three plus like that then eat lunch, then four thirty went to watch movie, six thirty went home... blah blah blah... dunno say wat lah.. haha~~ but today got take pics ya.. haha... is below below =) photoscape~~

our group flag.. nice hand write hoho....
then this one is the swordfish, hehe, our group name so must also draw the fish...
jia yi painting haha~wei qi and me =)xue ling, wei qi, me, n jia yi
me n jia yi~~xue ling, wei qi, me, shirlyn, jia yi, trang =)))

wei qi and meee toilet picture hahaat tampines mall the first fall wif the "soldier" haha
wif the "ballet dancer"not good luh the korean food, so spicy~~me and jia yiat the turn turn thing take 1take 2take 3took this on the stage =)shirlyn, me n jiayislide take 1slide take 2slide take 3slide take 4

nov first week holiday

2009-11-05T22:13:00.003+08:00

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i'm here in macau for almost one week... it was obviously very short lo.... haven't have enough... but nvm... i'm gonig back soon lah.. haha.... this time sure have more fun and can take more pics lah... this time not much... only have some photos... not to post all but only a few... hehe... next time lah..... haha.. so ya... going back to sg tmr lah... cus the next day when i reach, gonna take the other sku's exam =( prepared? no... dunno wat to study luh... anyway.. nth to say more lah... byes~~

and yes... last but not least....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL!!!!

haha... wish you all the best lah~~

back to macau

2009-11-02T22:41:00.006+08:00

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1st of nov. 2009! went back macau... hoho.. met my fren, thalassa!! haha... went to her house, chit chat... on web cam wif other classmate... haha.... then hang until seven went home ah... at nite on skype to talk wif whole lots of other frens together... slept veyr late leh.. 12+ to 1 like tat.... haha... but still enjoy the day, but abit tired of the whole day plane and chats till midnites... haha... today was just the start of my entire two months holiday!!
2nd of nov. 2009! went to shop around... haha... my fav place! then bought quite alot of things lah... then went home... online... then chat wif frens hoho.... seems that my two days also got chat hor.... haha...
tmr going hong kong luh..... XDXD gonna be cold tmr ya... haha... nth lah... byes!

END OF SKU

2009-10-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

-----------------------------------------------school finally ended.... didn't take pics wif our classmates.... so sad.... gonna be the last time to see most of them this year..... sob sob.... next year... leaving already....
had a wonderful year wif 2D... gone through sadness and happiness... got lots of chit chats wif all our beloved classmates...
next year... all seperated.... divided into different classes... and me... so sad... haiz.... nvm.. i'll come back and find you all!!!!!!!!!
2D... gonna miz you!!!!!!

level ranking of the year 2009

2009-10-21T16:40:00.003+08:00

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today in the morning, streaming briefing... Atually after the briefing, I would really want to take all sciences to study, the physics, bio, and chem... But its really gonna be very tough to study all three... Before I wanted to take physics instead, but after today, now I think bio is more fun... haha... got to learn lots of things in life... ok, then ya, A maths and E maths is another two subjects that I want to take, then humanities (social studies + geography), then english and mothertongue...erm... ya...i think that's all... haha... so ya... after that we have ICT programme... then went to hall and ended school today...
After sku we went to staff room, I was finding su lao shi, while others are finding Mdm Latha for the level position ranking... ya... I also asked for my level ranking... quite okay de lah... but anyway also no use luh for next year... haiz.... it was raining... everyone wants to go home eat, so we went home luh.... ya... and now blogging... not much to say lah.... School after exams really extrememly boring leh...

beach wif frens

2009-10-20T17:37:00.020+08:00

------------------------------------------------------------ Monday was a holiday, hahas... angelian, lilian, jia huan and me went to the beach to have fun... Haha... took some photos ah yesterday haha.... we met at one oçlock then went to walk at the side of the beach, then went walking to the bicycle renting place... lols... idk how ride bicycle lo, but I already try very hard to learn de leh... but dunno why can't ride lo.... Ya, laugh luh laugh luh... ya, idk how ride!! zzzzz.... wat ever lo... mosquitoes are birring me already... lots of mosquitoes bites on my leg.... hai ya... then around six went to mall beside the mrt to have dinner, then we went home lah.... hahas.... very tired leh yesterday... hahas but have lots of fun wif all my frens XD enjoyed my day ah hahas... Frens are best man!!!!! haha... always makes our life the easiest and the happiest!!!!!!!! BFF!!! Best frens forever!! muahah~~

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alot of me in the blog!

2009-10-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

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Today have tuition in the morning, err..... not much to say about that lah.... then lunch time, I try to fry an egg, but =.=! nah... I broke the egg in the in the pan instead.... somemore there was also egg shell in the egg luh.... haha... then i ate the egg haha... of course its delicious lah although its just a fried egg, but it was fried by me leh... hahas.... lols... next time should improve more ba... hahas... ok, afternoon also nth to do... but.. haha.. today I again alone at homeXD maid quited, dad and mom went out, brother went wif frens... then I alone at home haha... dun think I alone at home I will be scared or watever thing ah, but instead is really very free ah... haha...

nth lah.. post my zi pai pics luh~~

wif angeline outgoing

2009-10-16T20:28:00.004+08:00

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hahas.... today went out wif my baby angeline... she went bugis for a haircut... then we walk around and i bought clothes... very expensive lo... no money already... zzz... then we went to take neo print... haha... first time not very good luh... second time ok lah=D haha... tmr have tuition again.... BORING lah... start A maths a bit already... but extremely hard... dun even understand after having two tuition lesson... haiz... A maths... =.=!
>>pictures taken today:

pet rocket activity

2009-10-15T19:59:00.006+08:00

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hahas... today we made the pet rocket... not much to say, the activity okok ah.... lols... photos taken today lah=D

exam results

2009-10-14T21:22:00.004+08:00

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Wa... today, script check... erm... not very good thou for the exam marks... Luckily, I PASS my English Exam... Muahah~~ 51.3 haha... just pass by 1.3 marks... hahas... hai ya... English always my lowest subject luh... follow after it is history, my second lowest subject... then hai ya... anyway... my maths this time quite erm... thought I could score quite well, but normal normal... especially my paper two, but actually my both papers luh... both also did not score a mark that i expected....

Ms Latha, today told us our class ranking and our overall marks for the year... erm... quite okok ah.... haha... but the thing is that still waiting for the level ranking.... erm... nvm luh... not important anymore... hahas...

Ya, today St John , first it was only for BFA practical lesson, but then have foot drill....lol... keep marching lol... most tiring is the one that you march in the same position that one... (sth sound like the kantaki) hai ya... after all, sweating sweating leh... then after went home... have bath then start tuition...

Okok.. shall wait for tmr, pet rocket tmr... fun? or ... dunno luh.. shall see tmr lah...

haha... so byes lah =D

check script tmr

2009-10-13T21:39:00.008+08:00

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Wahaha... My blog so dead ah... Long time no post luh... haha... nvm.. I'll make it alive again.. Muahah~~

Erm... Okok... tmr check exam paper luh... feeling excited? erm.. maybe? but meanwhile feeling scared and nervous... ya... that kind of feeling... haiz... tmr.... still have not many more hours to go... My worse subject is wat ah? erm... haha... Home econ ba i think... Or if not Hist luh... these two subject sure die die one.. getting low grades luh... lol... nvm... shall see tmr!

haha... my zilian pics ah!! haha... no pics to post mah... so dry luh the blog no pics on this page... hahas...

Time passing very fast leh... End of the Year is coming soon... Shall say bye to all of you... hahas... Good Luck dudes! XD

the day before EOY exam

2009-09-28T22:56:00.004+08:00

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Wheeeeeee ~~~~~~ Just finished studying my science!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wahahahahahahahaha... Finally completed revising ONE subject haha... Long time no post lah... er... no time to write lah... lazy lah... busy studying mah... Tmr first exam lah.... EL paper 1 and MT paper 1 tmr lah.... haiz.... sians... haven't revise for tmr exam yet... lol... going to revise now de lah.... read and read more model essays tonight lah... erm.. ya.. okok... shouldn't talk for so long luh... haha....

eh!!!! EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOOD LUCK FOR TMR'S EXAM AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL THE BEST TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

******tmr's english paper is very important, if you fail then you can't go to an better class next year, and you'll have to put all the hope on your paper 2, so why not do better on this paper too in order to make the two english paper have a balance mark... study hard dudes....=DD

sjab uniform changing... and last post

2009-09-20T14:04:00.004+08:00

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wa... lest talk back about things happened on friday... zzzzz cca after HCL... walao... keep changing uniform to pt, then pt to uniform..... First we wore full u to start off.. So we fall in in full u then took attendance taking... today the NSCOs and sirs and mams also came down, cause its the last cca before the eoy exams starts. then have a strict attire check... hahas... seniors went around to check us... but it was quite okay ah... then they told us to change into pt kit and only gave us dunno how many mins, i think is 3, 5 or 7 mins... then we rush into the sjab room to get our things lah.. then ran to the toilet to get change... walao this was the first time that they told us to change into pt kit.. then most of us dunno mah... then was quite a mess... so some change into pt kit then some were still in their full u... zzz then we fall in again... zzzz they saw us some wearing full u then some wearing pt kit then they say not stanalize then they told us that all the ones who are wearing pt kit to change back full u again!!!!!! zzzzzz.. walao.. we change one time sweat already ah... somemore the second time... okay lo... then we took our things and ran to change again..this time was given 5 mins... then after changing fall in again... zzzz.... something horrible again... walao walao... we were now all in full u... then OIC told us to change back pt kit again... and were give dunno 3 or 5 mins... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... wa... dunno wat to say already.... change lo.... then pt kit fall in... somemore this time we fall in the sir scold at us very loudly... the ncc were just beside us and all turn their heads to look at us... zzzzzz... after, they told us to go 3G room to conduct our first aid lesson and told us to run the other way cos the npcc were sitting on the right side so we can't run that side... walao.. 20seconds to run to the other side.. everyone counting very fast then out of time... fall in back again... call us to count again lo.... zzzzzz all sweating already ah!!!! finally we can sit down and have our first aid lesson.... ya... we do cpr hahs... then after that... we fall in back outside st john room again...noe wat, they told us change back into full u again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! walao.. tired of keep changing already ah... this time give us 3 mins... we went to change luh...but one time by one time the speed of chaging was more faster, we took lesser time to change comparing to the first time that we were at all a mess.... then full u and do footdrill... hahas... do some marchings... erm.. ya... then clossing perade... wo!!!!! finally got rank lah... the year 1s (me lah) were promoted to lance coporal... hahas...!!!! got rank lah... okay okay... then end cca today lah... was quite tiring on friday... haiz....
erm....... today might be the last post before the eoy exams starts,cos must start revising for the exams ah... ppl have started already.. and me... zzzzzz always lazy to study... read the notes for half an hour then do blogging or chatting on msn... zzzz lazy gurl... must buck up now... STREAMING THIS YEAR!!!! must do well ah u lazy gurl.... okok... now i also dun touch comp so often lah... okok.. start study now lah...

my belated bday

2009-09-16T23:16:00.005+08:00

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16th sept... the second day after my actual bday... today ah... erm... went sku as normal... then after FRC went back class... then on my chair there was a present... haha... look inside got lollipop already knew hu it was lah..... see so smart lah me... =D then ya... went for art... then draw draw draw... zzzz my hand so tired luh... the right hand keep at the same position for so long non moving...actually during recess i was stil wondering if the present was from him, but i think yes lah.. cos he will be the only 1 gimme lollipop lah... then after recess ya... have class normally... ya.. class was normal but i am quite emo luh.... the whole day so quiet... so more sleep in class... zzzz ... hais.. not the first time already... but really very tired and boring and no mood and ya... dunno why.... then after sku... erm.. actually not after sku yet cos still have the literature enrichment thing... then went for it.... ya... okok fun de.. then after that... haha... received another belated present from my fren! haha.... lol... commented my hand again luh.... is my hand so different from others that ppl must comment about it... haha.. never mind, this is how it shows that i am SPECIAL! wahaha... wat ever wat ever... at nite have tuition until now.... erm..is actually 10:40 sth like that... haha.. also received a small gift from my tutor... wahaha.... Today 3 belated presents ah!!! haha!!!!! XD

oi!!! i didn't run away okay.... is just that every every and everything shows me that you are the one who is running away which makes me thinks that i should not stay at the same position to let the car crash on me that's why i have to run away luh... and somemore learn how to spell my name ah!!!!!!!! anywhere type my name wrongly, grandpa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my bday!!!!

2009-09-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

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15th of sept!!!!!!!!!!!! Wat a special day ah... muahah... Quite alot of work to do today ah!!!! the maths luh... so hard until i half the worksheet also dunno... zzz... then today also not a good day even though it is my bday today...
ya went sku today... eheh.. oops... sth before go sku de.... lets talk about the msgs first
ya... 15th sept 09 exactly at 12.00 am... the first one to msg me a happy bday is... ta ta ta da!!! is YJ luh... then second one.. not from our class... from the class beside 2d lah.. haha... then third one here comes my sis!!! LX haha.. she tot she was the first to msg me at 5+ near 6.. haha. then after it was TW then Angeline... ya... arrived sku after the bell has rang... haha angeline saw me and wished me a Happy Bday... haha.. then presents from QY and Fion, LX, YJ and Rid. Then have lesson normally luh.... Hais... actually waiting for him to wish me a Happy Birthday... Utill recess... didin't say anything luh.... then wait until so long also haven't say... kay...after sku luh... he sat at canteen then we were eating... erm.. okay.. tot that he will say but then wen we went pass somemore my fren pull me purposely stop near him, he looked at me =.=" then wat he say... nth luh... erm... okay lo.. nth to say then i went off lo.... ya... went to piano lesson normally cos today is TUESDAY!!! haha.. but quite suprise de is someone went there at four when i ended my piano lesson to hand me a bday gift... haha... guess who is it... erm... you figure out your self lah... haha..... erm... ya.. then went home... then a while later went out to have dinner earlier cos have tuition at 7:30... ya...then now still doing math lah... wat a boring day... somemore today have lesson i so emo luh.. angeline and lilian also saw that i not happy.... sth bothering me luh... erm... ya... if you know me well then you will know wat's the problem...
hais.... birthday like that then pass liao.... so sad... so different from the previous years ones.... every year before also very happy de unlike today never laugh luh.... smile also not much.... haiz.... maybe i really do mind him saying happy birthday to me... erm... maybe... but actually today yes, i really do mind him saying tat to me... but.... erm... now i wrote this post and before my tuition... or even just after my piano lesson... i think that i should really not take it so seriously alaready... shouldn't be so stubborn already still wanting to take his heart... erm.. ya... he also have taken his heart back luh.. then why must i still pull it out from him... ya.... erm.. nth to say luh... just that erm... he let go then i let go then everything let go then i go away...
go where... erm.. ya... not comfirm yet luh.... you'll noe next year.. haha...
byes have to talk wif ppl in msn luh... later they keep spam me and ask me y dun reply or say halo? r u there... lols.. so bye luh...
anyway not very happy today but still must wish myself a HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY!!!
so ya... must bye lah

sana course

2009-09-11T21:01:00.003+08:00

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today morning went to SANA course.... erm.... ya... quite boring.. but not that boring until i must use the word EXTREMELY boring... haha... XD... erm.. ya...i know that's not funny....
wat else to write....? erm... i dunno... zzz didn't post the day before yesterday... didn't post yesterday.... then post today luh.... wahaha... lame post...

acutally... the mr. someone told me to delete his hotmail... zzzz i asked so many times to comfirm wat he really said... then he said yes lo... and somemore like find me irritating... zzz..... did the someone really mean it... idk.idk. zzz watever lo...

haiz... really dunno wat to write already.... did he change? or did i change after this thing... wat i mean the thing is the watever thing happened luh... idk..idk... but just seems that both our tone has changed.... erm. ya... actually sometimes in a argueing... not really argueing lah... is just the tone maybe... (that's wat i think though.. dunno whether he thinks the same..) then sometimes a kinda sweet tone... nah...is not sweet lah... is in a happy tone where it seems to make me happy lah... wahaha... then sometimes a normal tone... wat a normal tone? meaning that he call me boss and i call him his name lah..... and oh ya... the argry tone also includes that i made up a nick name for him which he doesn't seems to like it so much... okay luh... then i dun use it lah... but i like calling him that... zzzzz unfortunately he doesn't except his new nick name... zzzzz nvm lo...

haiz.... wat a boring post... erm.. not boring lah... is just wat i feel and write lah... hahah...
and also... someone wants to know the holiday hw... ya... its just below...
1. maths-stastic worksheet (dunno which one rite... the wksht consists of 7 pages)
2. home econ - workbook pages 16-18, 22-27
3. science - test coming up after the holiday.. erm.. forget which day but is the first week after the holiday on electricities...

rmb to study for your exams too lah... although i haven't study yet but soon lah soon lah...
rmb to do your work ah you noob!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

grandpa dun be lock by the promise u made

2009-09-09T15:48:00.005+08:00

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CamE baCk tO reALIty......
zzzzzzz stupid GRANDPA made me deleted a wonderful post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
see.. nth to post now!!!!!!!
ya... you've just asked me a question... do i want you to keep the promise that u have made.....
there is not only a yes or no answer to this question...
as time pass you might find someone better... so why being lock by the promise that you have made...
is not that i dun have faith on you is just that i wan to give you more choice...
the thing that i want to tell you is coming up soon....
i'll be the first to inform you when everything is comfrmed...
dun be locked by wat you promised cause i dun wan you to be like a bird that is locked in a cage and never can fly out...
understand you noob!!!

COMING BACK TMR NIGHT!!! =x

everything will continue

2009-09-08T19:52:00.005+08:00

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LIFE WILL GO ON!
I'LL WORK HARD ON MY STUDIES!
EVERYTHING WILL SOON TURN SMOOTH AGAIN!
PROMISE THERE WILL BE NO MORE TEARS AND CRIES FROM TMR ONWARDS!
THX FRENS FOR ALL YOU CHEER UPS!
I'M ALL RITE NOW!
TIME IS GOING TO CONTINUE, LIFE IS GOING TO CARRY ON!

(Everything you told and talked and said to me, I'll remember....)

the 6 promises wif parents

2009-09-07T23:00:00.005+08:00

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6 Main promises....
To make 6 main promises wif my parents....
1st promise: is the lamest promise... To bring how many money you need to sku... ya... how much I need: less than 5 dollars... Normally in sku recess $1 lunch $2 sometimes extra... kay.. max $5 per day... Ya.. told them I only need $5 per day... Then they say give me $10 lo.. (excluding sometimes class funds or ect money for activites)
2nd promise: ya... no relationships... no bf...
3rd promise: at this time opposite gender cannot count as fren... only classmates... cannot be too close to them
4th promise: cannot go out wif opposite gender alone, only can go out as a group wif males and females mix
5th promise: no telling lies to parents, must tell the truth every mins time
6th promise: phone bill no exceeding dunno how much...havent decide yet
ya.... all promised... our 约法六章！

first long story of preparing to get scolded

2009-09-03T15:44:00.011+08:00

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Today the emo Cintia in class!!!! Sad, and pain at home!!!
Quite a long time no post... lets have a long post today...
Erm.. Actually I have promised someone that I will post yesterday, but ya...
Nvm.... I write this is for some ppl lah... I know is quite long for you guys to read, but that's wat had happened to me... To my dearest frens who I have mentioned this about to..
I'll write about today and yesterday's big big big affecting events....
The 2nd of Sept. - Ya, today morning went school wif my boy, wa, dunno why, today I've already went out of my home very early.. 6:35... then the stupid traffic jam lah!!! Jam all the way because the road in the front was at maintenance, then very sorry ah... Only reach mrt at 7:20 to meet him... We rush to school all the way lah... Didn't talk much about our stuffs... Haiz... I sweeting lah... My shirt all wet... Reach school at 7:34.. Then the marching music just started.... ya... quite late lah... Then Hist class, he sat in front of me lah, then he say today after school fetch me home after the oral... But today our group's teacher didn't attend school, so oral postpone until school reopen lah... Then I walk a while wif Lilian to the Mrt lah, but on the way I went there... My mum msg me and asking it's already 4, why still haven't go home yet... Then I told her a little lie saying that I am still having my lit thing..Then she ask me wat time end, she'll be there to fetch me home.. Walao, then I replied her that I dunno wat time end, I'll go wif my frens.... Then she say that she'll WILL and MUST fetch me.... Then she say that she need to go eat dinner as a whole family. Then I didn't reply her.... Then she call me call me call me call me call me call me call until so many times..... Then even call my frens. many times to ask where I am... Then fianllly I told her that I wait her at the Mrt lo.... Then she say ask driver to fetch me home... Then driver six came to mrt to fetch me lo... Then went home, went our for dinner lo.... After dinner then rest for a while then have tuition... I thought she was going to scold me or wat.... But she didn't, did made me more scared that why she didn't scold me.... She scold me better wat, rather to maintain at silence... Only until at night, she talk to me and said, your studies so good, dun go the wrong path. When you went wrong once, then your life is ruined. Your dad's business won't be handed over to u or neither u are going to have face to stay at sg (meaning being pregnancy of going the wrong path) Then she say that in school, dun accept boys things, or elso you will be giving hope to them that you like them, then they will take advantages from you there... you know that some boys are just pretending to be good so that girls could have a good impression on them, and gain trust from there... Now you're 14, u have your own thoughts, dun just anyhow believe and dtrust on boys and just start a relationship wif them, they will make you go the wrong path once and ruin your life... Then also used my cousins example to talk to me saying that they have only started their relationship until they finished university... Also they did not marry boys from school whereas the boys in school are not trusted.... ya... then talk talk talk..... End Today!
The 3rd Sept - Went school wif my boy today also, but when he saw his fren, he ask me go school first lo, then that time I saw Llian also so I cross the road wif her and went into school lo.... Then just before one second the bell rang, my mum call me... Then ask where am I, then ask where is my bro, then I told her that I didn't went school wif him, I dropped at the mrt lo.... Then she say why go seperately to school, then I told her that I meet my fren at the mrt (instead of saying my boy lah) and go school. Then she say why go wif frens, why must go seperatly, why must walk... Then bell ring lo. Hang phone lah... Whole day also quite emo.... Except sometime frens play wif me and kind of cheer me up lo.... Just during the science lah... I really want to express my feeling mah, then I talk loud loud lo... Then Mr. Goh told me two times to not talk... Hai... After school, went home lo, when I stepped out of the school gate, ya... I saw my car, that one I know, cause I scared that later she gonna scold me again, but this time is that, she also purposely went to school to FETCH me home... She saw Lilian, and ask her what's her name, then I say dunno.. (eh, I say this is just dun want her to know so much that some other days she will find and ask where I am and things like that lo) Ya, so I say dunno lo... Went home, saw my dad at home, then I say 'Dad I came back' No response!!! Kay, then I went back to my room and start typing my blog... Then when my dad went out of house, to go somewhere dunno where, my mum went into my room to talk to me... And ya, I was typing the front part of my post when she was talking...
Here goes the conversation: She say, why have you change until like that.. (like that means so bad lo) then she say you know how pain it was when you told me that you dunno wat's your frens name, I was just asking for her name wat, then your response was dunno... Then I told her that is because when you know her name, then dunno when you will just call her up and ask about me... Just like wat you did yesterday, calling my frens many times... OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She started crying.... OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG..... The worst I ever saw... Then she say, why have I changed until like that, I was just asking you so frenly that what's your frens name and your response was you dunno... Then somemore you say I'll call your frens becasuse of that, eh... I call your fren yesterday is because I've called you so many times that you did even bother to answer the call... Then I also have no choice wat, so I jsut called your fren for your safety, just to ask whether you are wif them... Then she say that her heart beated so quickly that she have called me so many times that I didn't even answer her call, and saying that I've told a lie to her of saying my phone was at a silent mode so I can't answer her call, she said this was because whenever your frens msg you, you'll reply, then how come I call you sooooooo many times you also dun answer! She cried more....I was really very scared ah.. she cried in front of me, somemore is because of me also.... Then she continue saying that you noe how scared I was wen you have came to s'pore, always end school so late, I really am so scared that you have met bad frens who have led you to the wrong path and just made you become pregnant... Then when this ever happens, how are you going to still become a normal person... The boy will be caned by law and you will have your babe in your body.... How will others look at you... Frens, just this year of frens.... Your frens are only wif you not even one year then you have trusted them so much, and me, I have born you out and have been wif you for 14 yrs and somemore you just listen to your frens rather than me... You know how heart pain is that.... Before you are sick when you are small, having high fever until you can't see things, I brought you to the hospital and take care of you.. Before your bro made me cry, you also was the one who told me not to cry and just ignore your bro... How come now you have change until like that... Your manners has just changed so much... The way you talk... I really regret why I have brought you here to S'pore to study that had always made me so worried about you and made me having a heart attack.... I really wish to bring you back to macau, as it is small and I would not have to find you every moment....Then talk talk talk, her phone rang and we stopped here...

*Ya... Quite a bad bad girl that I have made my mum so sad... Shame on myself... I know that she is feeling very sad. Now my heart is just beating very fast that I can't slow down... my heart hurts thata she was sad... It was pain of wat I've done... Really not more to say already...

lame and boring post

2009-08-29T16:10:00.003+08:00

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BORING!!!! Very Boring!!!!!!!!!!! Extremely Boring!!!!!!!! Nothing to do!!!!!!!!!!! No homework!!!!!!!! Nothing to post!!!!!!!!!!!

End!!! Byes

trust me that me and him is only fren

2009-08-24T17:50:00.004+08:00

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Today not a good day.... The weather is too hot... The mood is way to o low for me and him.... I shouldn't have done all this that made him so unhappy.... I am really really very very sorry... I shouldn't have told you all the things... But I chose to tell you is because I dun want to lie to you... I wan to tell you everything that makes no secret among us.... But things just dun straight... It always goes the other side.. and always the wrong way.... Sry.... I know what you think... you might think that my fren is a female, but I've told you that my fren was the opposite gender as me.. Yes... I do agree that I shouldn't go out till so late and somemore wif a opposite gender fren... But really really... the male is really really on my fren... We can only be frens.... Understand!!!!!! It's different from what me and you is!!!!! Understand!!!! I beg you do understand what I talking and referring to.... =(

pics of me

2009-08-23T17:42:00.004+08:00

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Haha... mEEeee!!! lol....

SJAB, in full u

2009-08-22T20:47:00.004+08:00

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Haha.. didn't post for the last few days...
Actually, quite a lot of pictures to post, cause Yesterday, we went for cca, and it was our first time in full u!!!
Below are some pictures lah... haha...

Haha... all nursings in full u!!

YO!! End here lah...

the "broken up" msg sent by fren

2009-08-16T21:30:00.011+08:00

Today went our wif my fren...
Twelve we went to eat...
Haiz... miserable things happened.. Msg sent to_______... I didn't sent lo...
Haiz... type chinese lah...我也不想把信息发出去的，但是朋友讲说如果他真的紧张你，他就不只是回你＂你是认真的吗＂这条信息。整天下来就一只传短信和逛街，今天可说跟他招架也可说不是，嗨！
（gum系真ga吗边有人拍拖拍到我gum失败，三个月，做过d mut？我都吾知...)
nah... should change back to english...
wat a bad day of msgs...
but wat a good day of going out...
haiz....
rating 47% for today??

bad day-wallet thrown in bin, phone no battery

2009-08-14T20:24:00.004+08:00

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What a bad day....
Morning woke up so late.. 6:30 then rush rush rush to school....
Then Chinese presentationo in the afternoon... sucks... dunno wat I've presented... nonsense luh...
Afternoon, just after Mother Tongue... After drinking my drink, my left hand was holding the enpty box drink and my wallet, when I went toward the rubbish bin, I was about to throw the empty box, but ... but... I throw MY WALLET into the bin instead... Stupid lah me.... zzz.... somemore, still have to pick up from the rubbish bin... but someone helped me to do so lah... really thx her haha =D so paiseh luh.....
then going home, went to koven mrt wif lilian and zi wei, then wait there for my car, but no one was there, then cannot call also, cause ran out of battery.... then... not enough money to go home by taxi... then ran down to the mrt to catch lilian and told her to lend me her battery for a while to call, then I went to plaza singapura then go home there by car.... zzz
haiz... wat a bad day....
mood today also no good....
wat a no good day....

tests post

2009-08-11T20:26:00.005+08:00

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Study lah... Good boys and Good girls... must study ah....

Sec 2D: wednesday: science practical test

thursday: science weekly test

literature test (may come up)

SJAB: friday: First Aid test

zzzzzzz so many test this week... I hate school...

haha... give me three days mc lah... then dun need go school luh... haha =D

pics wif piano

2009-08-06T23:16:00.008+08:00

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Haha... today ah.. nth special... but just that he looks quite scary today.... hai... nth to add luh... only pictures.. haha smile! :)

just cut fringe until so short must pull pull pull

2009-08-04T17:18:00.015+08:00

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Today.. erm... nothing really special leh.... the whole day... just keep pulling my hair, hope that it will grow back long in the shortest time... my hair is SO SHORT now!!! zzz...
HAHA frens pic!

my double bass drawing

2009-08-03T16:59:00.012+08:00

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Finally... I've finish drawing and coloring my double bass... hai.. but still, I am quite satisfy wif my drawing lah... wat do you think ah... haha....
say good lah.... haha...

Today he say he will top up his phone, but dunno whether if he will sms me or wat leh... hai... quite a number of days already.... hai... nvm lah... up to him luh... I'm okay...

full u then change back half u

2009-07-31T20:37:00.009+08:00

Today st.john we wear on the uniform and we look ...... haha.. .idk.. but anyway... at last our seniors told us to wear back half u... so we change back again luh....haiz...

first lesson of home econ

2009-07-30T21:07:00.007+08:00

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Home Economic today... haha.. 2day, we made pizzas... angeline and me were pairs... she made the bottom part and i made the upper part... haha.. taking the knife to cut stuffs was quite fun lah..
haha... our pizza, erm.... haha...... erm.... NICE , of course nice lah.... delicious somemore.... i made de wo.... of course nice luh....

actually, need to put into the oven longer a bit.... erm... ya... not too ready to eat yet, but still can eat de!!!!

going to return sku tmr from high fever

2009-07-26T19:16:00.003+08:00

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Haha!!! Tmr can go school luh~ haha... that's so good!!!! But tmr will have to catch up all the work for the whole week that I've missed, so I will be quite busy.... Hai... but still, it's still fun to go school again, cause can meet frens and have fun! =D

fifth day no sku of high fever

2009-07-24T18:26:00.006+08:00

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Nth to post much today... Fifth day no school,,,, BORING!!! Miss you! Today I stayed at home and do quite a number of History works... Hai... really not much to say....
Miss you guys!!!

miss of ppl from high fever

2009-07-22T12:13:00.008+08:00

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Doctor says that i can only attend school on Monday... That's it.... I dunno why must wait so long.... Today the doctor called up my mum and told her that I MUST not go school, and is NOT allowed to go out of the house, until MONDAY... Is that something just like quaranteened? Wth! Nth to say much liao... Quite emo... Mum has been waking up the whole night, now she's in bed sleeping....
To mum: Really sorry mum, that I have made you so tired, and made you been worrying about my health all the time, reminding me when to eat medicine and things like that.... Really sorry mum.... Cry cry... T_T

To frens: Sorry my frens, really a thousand millions, of sorry to you guys... I have created a big mess for them... Keep messaging them during lesson time... Keep making them so much of trouble, just like today, I was suppose to go for the sudoku competition, but I can;t go and made a big mess..... Need to find replacement and asking my frens for the help... I noe that they are just feeling very annoyed by me.... Really very very very very very very SORRY!!!!!!!

To my choco: I know you have missed me, so do I. Can't see you for so long.... MISS U.... ah...T_T sob sob.... Take care of yourself ah.... Dun get sick like me... Take care! =(

dunno how many days of fever already

2009-07-21T14:39:00.011+08:00

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Y! Y! Y! Why must the stupid fever stick to me.... Yesterday afternoon, my fever was almost gone already, temp was about 37.1 to 37.2 but then today woke up, suddenly jump to 38.7! Waolao, miss school again, somemore need to go to clinic again... Stupid fever, made me can't do anything. Can't go school, can't use comp for long, can't meet frens, the only thing it allows me to do is to SLEEP!!! Wth! sleep, sleep, sleep always sleep, what's the difference between a pig and me, cause pig always sleep... Hai.. really have nth to say much... Tmr math test, sudoku competition, dun even noe am I able to attend school tmr or not.. I really want to go, but the MC wrote that I am unfit to go to sch untill the 24th.... Waolao.. I won't wait until so long de... As long as I have no fever, I will go sch.. Dun care lah!!!!

And oh ya, Thanks for my frens for caring bout me so much!! Thx you guys so much that have been sending me msg and asking me am I okay and reporting to me wat are the hw and test at school. Really THX you guys alot!!!

fever...

2009-07-20T16:09:00.015+08:00

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>>>Today nth to do then take pictures at home luh...<<<

>>>ya... i know its quite lame....<<<

Sick! Fever! Yesterday my temp was 38.4, today wake up 38.1 luh.., Wake up in the moning, didn't go school, still feeling quite dizzy, and throat dry. Eat breakfast, then medicine. Oh ya, the medicine hor, the tablets has no taste when i swallow it, but the liquid one, is strawberry flavour. That one quite nice leh. haha luv it. Kay returning to my day, when I woke up, got quite a number of msgs from my frens asking whether I am okay or not. Really thanks the care from them! =D Walk around in the house, play piano... Nth to do, so boring! Then lunch came, eat medicine, then my mum told me to go to sleep after that. Woke up at about three, then reply the msg that has sent to me by frens, another group of frens sent me, really thanks them alot :)
Hai... now, still coughing luh me... But temperature went down, no more fever, temp at about 37.3, still alright lah....Hope to get better tmr lah.. =D
Ends here today>>>>>>

first day of fever

2009-07-19T21:27:00.012+08:00

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Haha! =D Photos taken in the clinic's toilet

What a bad day today! Morning wake up got soar throat... then the day started quite boring.. Went online msn the whole day from 9 a.m. to evening 6:30 p.m. This was the longest time that I went online. After my dinner, I was so sick, that I have to go bed and rest. About 7 p.m. I went to bed.. My temperature started to increase from then. 37.8 to 37.9 to 38 then finally 38.4 need to go clinic. At 9:30 I get changed and sat at home, waiting for the car to come.
Now, today I should end here. Going to clinic now... At the clinic, frens and my choco msg me, I told my boy that I have fever and my dad was kept blaming me and my mum about me having fever, dunno wats the problem wif him... Hai, but really thanks to my boy that gave me the entertainments and his care while I was at the clinic and the way home till sleep. "Haha! Baby no need diapers de" (dunno why, just suddenly wanted to add this phrase in)

Anyway, tmr not going to school.... So, c ya everyone on the busy Tuesday again.

msg to my boy.... normal day

2009-07-18T22:12:00.010+08:00

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Morning got tuition, from nine to eleven thirty, seems to be quite long hor... But actually is like that lah, cause last time tuition's time add to today's tuition.... Hai... morning my choco msg me, but I didn't know until I ended my tuition. He thought that I was angry or sth that I didn't reply him, he was quite worry... After tuition, I reply him, and tell him relax lah, cause I am not angry or wat. Today, he seems to be quite busy, went to lan, went to karate, then went for jog... We didn't talk much or msg during that time, cause he was busy lah... But all the things was still fine today, nth too special or wat....
Hai.. today actually already very good de lah... at least I'm not sad or angry, just normal... Sometimes normal is still good lah cause everything is just going fine... Okie Okie, I end here today lah!

57 percent rating for today

2009-07-17T19:08:00.010+08:00

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Today at recess, I saw him went by me.... We stared at each other.... He looked at me and I looked at him.... But nothing special, cause the expression on our face was very normal.... He didn't smile at me, he didn't say hi to me or give any special expressions.... Then he went pass me. At class, he was about to get into a fight, but I didn't witness what had really happen, cause I was at other class... I asked his fren wat had really happen, then they told me.... He went towards me and ask me what did I ask his frens, so I told him the things that I asked... Then he went away... Recess ended, it was Science... Haha... me and angeline during this period, we bully Mr.Goh by making jokes.... Hoho.. Science time, the teacher told me to write the answer on the board, then at the back.... My choco, made noise by saying "boo"... Although the teacher told him not to do so, as the teacher thinks that he is bullying me... But I know that it was not, he was just playing jokes... So nvm lah....
Today after school, me and my fren went to watch Harry Potter, the movie was not quite excting... it was jsut normal.... It was not wat I have expected to see... =(
Still, the 17th of July... not really a bad day... Half half happy and half half not that happy... Dunno why, suddenly he dun reply me when we were talking....

Rating for today: 57%